Saturday, July 17, 2010

In the very second that everything that possibly could go wrong, does, you're my little ray of sunshine. If anyone else could make me smile the way you do, my face would split in two for the effort of it. Please don't ever change :)

Saturday, July 10, 2010

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Sometimes I think I know absolutely everything there is to know, I feel like; if someone asked me a question, I could answer it without an ounce of doubt in my mind that I was right.
But no matter how much I try, everytime I think about you, I feel like every word i've ever been taught, every lesson i've been learnt, every experience i've ever had, every decision i've ever made...all means nothing, i'm lost for words, illiterate, incomprehensible...someone different...someone happy.
You make my heart race a hundred thousand beats a second, and in the very same breath, I feel like it stops when you're around me.
I hate how you can make me want to laugh and cry all in the same moment. I hate how you can make me feel like, no matter how bad things get, that everything will be okay. I hate how, no matter how I think about it, all I want to say is 'I Love You' ...and I never can, because no matter what I do, I will never be 100% everything you want, I will never be perfect.
I wish I could be certain that you're feelings for me are real before I give up...I can't deal with another heartbreak.